Is it a chance to get love??-2

My colleague wanted to introduce a guy to me. After seeing his photos, I didn't reject this chance. I agreed that my colleague could send my photos to his classmate. To be honest, I would not accept this kind of man before. This guy doen't have good looking. Probably, he graduated from a college, but a regular university. However, I didn't reject this request for knowing a man. (I still think if I need to meet the guy. All I can say is I just accept the request for knowing this guy.) I rejected a lot of chance before. That's one of the reason why I still have any boyfriends now. I am not sure if I still have any chance to get the ture love or to be picky anymore. I force myself to accept this oppounitity. I am not sure if I am right. I know I don't like this guy nowadays. I am afraid that I just have a few chances to date man.

My father always says that men don't like the elder women. When women gets older, women will lose chances to get men. When I was still young, I ignored this kind of noise. I think elder men still will fall in love with elder women. However, I don't know why........It seems I don't have the courage to persue myself. How sad it is............