Hebe語錄：「人活了一半，瀟灑一點，想做什麼就做什麼！」

說的真好 !!
人活了一半，瀟灑一點，想做什麼就做什麼！

THANK U, Mr.C

Mr. C是我大學時期認識的朋友, 我們同屆且畢業於同一所中學, 但當時並不認識這位風雲人物, 由於同鄉的背景, 他成為我無所不談的好友, 每當失落或碰到挫折時, 總會拿起話筒撥電話打給他, 聽他講一講後, 心情也通常平靜許多, 直到去年自己因為某些因素, 所以整整一年多都沒再和他聯絡, 但我還是偶爾想起他, 由於自己過的不好, 也不太想主動聯絡, 今天, 我終於鼓起勇氣, 在MSN上打招呼, 他似乎知道我的情況, 一直給我打氣的微笑, 講了幾句, 我最怕的問題他還是問了(我最怕別人問我最近過的好不好, 但難免俗問上這句呀) 我告訴他, 我已經習慣了不好的日子, 所以還算OK, 他還是回了個SMILE的圖給我, 我在MSN這端, 都快哭出來了, 真的很感謝這個朋友........朋友就是這樣的不是嗎?? 謝謝你給我力量, 不用說什麼, 我只要一個打氣的SMILE就足夠了

寫完這篇我眼淚也流不停了, 我真的很愛哭吧?? .......

絕不放棄, 放手一搏吧

最近又像發了瘋似的熬夜看書, 自從這週開始補習後, 覺得自己已有心理準備再戰一次, 每週四次得來回台中, 真的很累。因為晚上我比較容易鬆懈下來, 所以就上晚上的課, 早上依照著既定的plan, 到了下午四點多才坐火車到台中去補習, 回到家通常就已經十一點多, 錢花了, 時間也ㄠ下去準備, 我真的不信達不到我目標!!

創業甘苦談1.-有關Marketing

Marketing其實就是怎麼寵膚淺的消費者們, 基本上大多數的消費者是膚淺的, 真正會分析、了解他們要的產品人並不多, 簡單的說, 那就是真的識貨人並不多, 大部份的消費者, 你得給他們糖吃之外, 還要清楚的指出糖的方位在那?? 清楚的讓消費者知道糖的方位是很重要的事, 在眾多競爭的市場裡, 消費者可選擇的產品太多了, 他們通常眼花撩亂, 怎麼吸引消費者, 就得用最簡單、最清楚的方式, 讓大多數人都懂的方式, 來做marketing。
若自以為是的以為識貨人會自動靠過來, 那麼就等著賠錢吧!!

CAN PEOPLE "GO OVER" LOVE??

Everyone has his/her romance story. Of course, I have a couple of these stories. This is not a big deal of story. To be honest, it hasn’t the significant meaning for my life. I decided to write it down because I found this gift today. Also, my friend and I discussed this guy today. As the story goes, I received this necklace when I was a junior student at FJU. A guy gave me three gifts for me. This necklace was one of the stuff. The necklace is in the bottle. I was touched by this gift when I received this gift. I wasn’t familiar with that guy at that time. I met him becuase of my roomies. He was also junior at FJU. Sometime, we chatted thru internet. After graduating from university, we have-not talked for several years. I heard from another friend that he entered a great graduate school for his MA degree after he graduated from university. When I came back Taiwan from America, we started chatting again. When I knew he wanted to take exam for being a teacher, I told him I would go to a temple to pray for him. (Actually, I wanted pray to pass my exam at that time. So, I told him I could pray for him at that time.) However, he passed the exam, but I failed. Whatever.....Sometime, I talked with the friend about that guy. The friend thought I love this guy very much. Actually, it is not sure. I was crazy about other guys for these years, not that guy. I like to help people, including pray for that guy. However, I don't cursh on THAT GUY. Surely, I think THAT GUY is not bad. That's why I like to talk THAT GUY when I talked with my friend. It doesn't mean anything at all. I was lazy to explain THAT GUY is "meaningless" for me nowadays. The friend still didn't give up stating his opinion. He thinks I should GET THAT GUY. I told him I seldom talked with THAT GUY. He told me I have to talk with THAT GUY again and try to GO OVER our relationship.Fine!! I am not sure if it works. I don't expect anything happen for my life. I don't believe LOVE can be recovered. When it is gone, it is gone. Or I am just too lazy to get a man.

Remarks:This necklace looks rusty. Can this necklace look beautiful as before??

Recommend this book-CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.

I bought this book from internet several days ago. I read this book when I commute. It is not a tough staff for me, a non-native speaker, to read. I love this book because of the abundant imagination. I don't like chocolate, but this book still attracts me so much. I can feel how the boy likes the chocolate and candy. I can feel the chocolate is everywhere.It won't take a plenty time for you to read this book. I strongly recommend Charlie and the chocolate factory. Go to bookstore and grab this book for this weekend......Let me know how much you like this book.

The metal disease bites his heart.

Again!! Fighting. It will never be end for this sort of fighting. I get tired of this matter of thing. I do think the argument should stop. I know he got a metal disease. However, I cannot stand what he said. He likes to raise the problems and ASK FOR THE ARGUEMENT. I am not always at a good tender. I should the respect from people. You never accept my excuse. You ask me to accept MY FAULT. You never protect your CLOSED MEMBER. As Chinese slang said, it is not easy for people to be family members this life. Probably, we won't meet next life. Why don't you treat me good?? Why cannot you accept our current condition?? I know the life is tough for our family, but you have to face the fact. We have to work as ordinary people. We don't have the LUCK anymore.

THE CURSE

You are safe. The long distance won't make me have any opportunities to HARM you at all. (I think that you think I will harm you. Otherwise, you would not block my MSN.) It is really not necessary for you to block my MSN. You are meaningless for me nowadays.It is unbelievable. Just like sort of curse. As I told you before, I will go abroad when you get your MA degree. It just likes a curse. You didn't get your degree this year, and I don't go abroad this year. I make a plan I will go abroad next year. The tricky matter is you go back to school for your degree and are supposed to get your MA next year..............

海海人生2.-怪癖篇

最近流行Blog tag, 找五個人寫寫他們的怪癖, 但想了又想, 還是別把我這個秘密基地洩露, 我就來個自言自語的怪癖篇
1. 不太怕熱-基本上夏天我也很少吹電風扇或是吹冷氣, 我的理由是我不喜歡毛髮被吹動的感覺, 雖然我的毛髮一向不夠多, 亦不夠長, 但是我還是能感受到風吹來時, 有點騷癢就是了, I don't like that feeling.
2. 怕動物, 不怕昆蟲- 這點我就不再強調了, 我怕太多人知道我的weakness.
3. 很討厭別人在吃飯時聲音過大- 吃拉麵的聲音能讓我抓狂, 但通常我只能在心裡掙扎, 我會盡量克制自己的情緒, 但真的是很痛苦的事。
4.不習慣吃合菜不用公筷- 台灣人大部份吃合菜時, 都不會使用公筷, 但由於家裡用公筷母匙已經行之有年, 所以每當和大家吃合菜時, 我通常都會只夾一次, 或是夾還沒有人動過的那部份, 要不就是猛喝湯, 因為湯通常會有母匙。所以請千萬別用您的筷子夾肉給我吃, "難以承受"呀。
5. 怕男人- 這我同學說的, 真不想加入其中 @@" 鬼扯!! 但我承認我不喜歡小男孩, 對這個男生的耐心是負值, 若我的學生犯錯, 我可能會處罰男生, 卻不太會處罰女的學生, 對小男生是很嚴格的管教, 一點也不覺得他們可愛。
6. 常在半夜彈琴- 通常心情不好時或是在半夜時突然有感而發, 我就會自以為是的彈一首"黑鍵特別多"(註1.)的曲子, 當然我也踏踏板, 不讓聲音過大。
7. 不愛鳳梨、 超愛肉圓、早上不吃米飯類、紅蘿蔔不吃塊狀的, 但吃蘿蔔絲、只敢吃"烤的"雞屁股, 但不敢吃其它烹煮方式- 這就是我飲食上的怪癖吧
8. 超愛看新聞, 可以看24hr新聞台- 平常沒事大家可能會看MTV台聽音樂, 但我通常是看新聞, 我真的很愛看新聞, 特愛SNG的現場新聞, 這讓我有"時時刻刻聽新聞的感覺"(News 98的slogan)勒。

(註1.) 鋼琴若是得彈黑鍵, 通常都是升記號或降記號特多的小調, 彈起來也特別感傷

分離一定得悲傷嗎??

我恨分離!! 重感情怕分離的痛苦, 一直是我的罩門。
我很欣賞西方人的瀟灑, 他們面對分離時, 似乎抱一抱就可以轉身走, 也不帶走悲傷, 這點對我而言, 有點難。記得每次在機場別了送機的親友後, 我總是在轉身後, 不斷的複習回憶, 當然也因此更加悲傷。
今天, 我又嘗到我這個個性上的弱點, 只是這是屬於另一種分離吧!? 話說, 它是個不算好的朋友, 講白一點, 我僅是它利用的一顆棋子罷了!! 在"協調"的過程中, 它表明了我的確只是個被利用的人, 聽到這句狠心的話時, 我也丟下了狠話, 我告訴對方, 既然這樣的話, 那永遠都不要聯絡了!! 當我說這句話時, 心裡其實不好受。 但最後一刻, 它更狠的說道我的弱點, 它說我應該已經習慣了, 所以最後還是會妥協的...........
我知道這個朋友, 不能要了, 我也要狠心拋開, 分離不該再是悲傷的開始, 而是重生的開始...........Cheer up, Pei.

離開井底才了解, 原來自己不是屬於那的青蛙

誤陷入其中, 以為自己能得到較好的對待,
小老大說: 進來吧!! 我會給妳較好的待遇
於是我就選擇了那, 但沒想到老大卻從沒給我公平的待遇
在那時, 我一直懷疑自己的能力, 懷疑自己是否只值這些錢,
似乎報酬比一個勞動階級還不如, 我開始否定自己,
還好, 我離開了.....那像是場nightmare!!
這樣的否定自己的消極想法, 日漸消逝, 我應該不會這麼樣的過了我一生
我知道, 我應該不只那幾張鈔票.....

真相嗎??

這是事實的真相嗎?? 但我知道這應該不是造成結果的主因, 我不相信!! 我卻一點也不會怪廖爬子, 因為責怪也不能挽回些什麼, 我接受之前在歇斯底里情況下, 所做任何傻事後的結局。 我想廖爬子胖胖只是轉述我的歇斯底里罷了........
我真後誨當初為了這件事而把自己封閉起來, 這一年多來, 我和多位好友失去聯絡, 這真的很不值得!! 今天, 我把msn上封鎖一年多的朋友們解除了, 真的很對不起他們, 自己不該封閉這麼久的, 這件事過去了, 我也不想再反省過去為什麼會這麼做, 不論如何, 有些事逝去了, 就沒機會、也沒必要再檢討些什麼了....Let it be~~

8.05

今天送小妹去搭飛機
不知是否部份飛機停飛的關係
機場人數不多
隔著透明玻璃門
我想起了那年...
每隔四年去美國一趟
明年又是另一個第四年
明年我會去嗎??
明年是每隔四年 第四次去
聽起來很不吉利
不知道明年會去那??
但我在機場聽到飛機起飛的聲音
真的很慌 很憂愁.............

Every woman becomes selfish because of love

It seems the rule.....Every woman has this common point.......

Amusement park2005.07.31

amusement park
Originally uploaded by pei0618.

My sister's friend came to our home town. We took picture in front of the fairy wheel.It was pity to visit the amusement in the raining day. BTW, he is a mixed kid. His mother is a Japanese and his father is an American. He came to Taiwan for learning Chinese. A good kid.