無底洞

無底洞
作詞:小寒 作曲:黃韻仁
有時寂寞太沉重 身邊彷彿只是觀眾　
妳的感受沒有人懂 難得誰自告奮勇　
體貼讓人格外感動 愛上他前後用不到一分鐘
回想戀情的內容 有誰想過有始有終不過是一時脆弱
讓人放縱穿梭一段 又另一段 感情中
愛為何總 填不滿 又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧 人類的心 是個無底洞
嘗試親吻 嘗試擁抱 或溝通沒有好感
再嘗試也沒有用 大多數人都相同　　
喜歡的只是　愛情的　臉孔
沒有誰背後慫恿 不該愛又愛的衝動
是你害怕孤單而拼命補充回想戀情的內容
有誰想過有始有終不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱

Have you heard this song?? The lyric is great.....
說來說去, 愛情只是為了讓自己不寂寞吧!!
卻沒有令人完全滿足的感情.........
人們就是如此的貪心, 但這真的只是貪心嗎?? 還是因為人們總無法遇到真愛呢??

Today....

I don’t know why I am so depressed today. That’s no reasons for me to be depressed. Everything goes smoothly. At least, I think it is o.k. (There are around 20 students.) I know it is not extremely good. However, I am used to this condition. Also, I don’t think I have any trouble in my life. There are more and more students at our language school (cram school). My piano teacher came to our language school. Her son wanted to join to our course. I assisted my sister ( our English teacher) to demonstrate his level. We have a couple of exams to demonstrate the level. Also, he has to read several pages. He is doing fine about the exam. I think he can join to our reading course. This course will assist our students to obtain the ability of reading and composition. They have to write an article about the reading book. I do believe the skill of our students will become better soon. However, we still need more students to cover the cost………

回憶在AMES的生活

從MSN上發覺Pauline也要離開Ames, 今年大多數都朋友都離開那裡, 各奔東西, 有的人回到自己的國家, 有的人則是還在那努力的找工作中, Ames是我在2002年造訪的小城鎮, 在那待了半年之久, 也悶了半年之久, 之所以這麼說是因為那裡真的太鄉下了, 只有一個小小的mall, 和之前去過的LA 或是東岸有很大的差別, 比我現在住的斗六還偏僻, 簡單的描述那的生活好了!!

通常我每週五晚會和台灣人聚餐, 通常會找中國餐廳或buffet去打打牙祭, 畢竟平日在學校, 也只能吃吃學校的漢堡或pizze那種垃圾食物, 不過在AMES的中國餐廳並不多, 吃來吃去就那幾家, 所以有時還會去吃吃美國牛排, 或是吃到吐(飽)的肯德雞, 解決晚餐後, 接下來就是去WALMART 和 CUBFOOD, 買買生活用品及下週要吃的菜, 通常大家會逛個近一兩個小時左右, 如果大家的台菜食材不夠時, 或想吃台灣零食時, 也會殺去亞洲雜貨店去採買, 不過通常久久才去一次, 因為實在不便宜, 但為了一解鄉愁也只好忍痛買了, 採買後, 基本上就結束了週五晚的活動, 頂多去某個人的Dorm看看DVD就閃人。

週六日呢?? 如果homework不多的話, 就會約幾個好友去mall裡的一元電影院看片,
沒錯!! 才台幣三十幾塊的二輪片, 不過其實也是院線下檔沒多久的片, 通常台灣都還沒得看到, 所以划算啦!! 看完電影後, 當然就是晃一下mall囉!! 在這個小小的mall裡, 大夥就可以逛GAP或American eagle好幾個小時, 沒辦法!! mall小歸小, 但還是得滿足逛街慾。

我念的學校 ISU: http://www.iastate.edu

我住的宿舍是Frederiksen Court, 四人分住兩間, 其它設備共享, 還不賴!! 家俱都很新喔!! 除了電視自備外, 客廳沙發、冰箱廚具應有盡有, 總之花錢花的夠本 http://www.chem.iastate.edu/bcce/18BCCE/housing_page.html

Insist the goal

Today, a woman came to my language school. At beginning, I thought she wanna ask question about our course. However, I was wrong and a story touched my mind. She started to explan why she came here. She wanted to promote her album. She said she was a composer. She was enthusiastic to create a song and hope we can go to the website to listen her music. She said her company didn’t provide enough money to promote this album. Therefore, she started to travel around and promote her music by walking. (I was thinking what a strange woman at that moment. I still doubted her motive. I didn’t say anything but tell her that I would go to her website to listen her music. Just for being polite.) In the evening, I had nothing to do. So, I tried to enter her website. Wow, I found her music was not bad. I think her music is fulfilling the passion of music. I can feel she does love music. The song goes smoothly. Although she doesn’t have enough money to promote her music, she tries so hard to let people know her music. Great!! She used this stupid method to promote her music. Brave!! It is really difficult to insist the goal with this way. I hope she can succeed and more people can enjoy her music.
Her website http://www.onlymusic.com.tw/

Visited countries

Visited countries
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The Similar function records the countries in which you visited. The explantion is below.

Visited States

Visited States
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Recommend this website.
You can create your own map to record the States or country in which you visited. As you can see, I've visited 10 States. I will try to keep fulfilling this map.

http://www.world66.com/myworld66

Pray for our new business

凌晨兩點多又有客戶鬧事, 家人匆忙的趕去處理, 這個行業本來就得面對複雜的人們及各種的突發狀況, 但這是上一代留下來的事業, 奶奶不希望我們放掉, 另外, 的確現在的生活也得依靠這份收入, 不得不還是繼續營業, 但我們家的小孩都是女生, 面對這份"家族事業", 只有無力經營但仍得面對, 畢竟爸媽年紀大了, 我們也得擔下家中經濟負擔。
希望補習班能多賺點錢, 早日把"家族事業"收起來不再做了!!
祈禱再祈禱...

where do you live??

話說我家的那個米國人, 他抱怨學生連基本的會話都不會, 他問學生where do you live?? 對方回答by bus, 他抱怨著為什麼他們連這個都不會....
而我倒是蠻想知道, 為什麼來台灣近兩年的他, 連一句"我吃飽" 台灣人最常用的會話也不會...... 每次我爸媽問他要不要吃飯, 他飽了回答的是"I am full.", 唉~~~~~
很諷刺在現今注重英文的台灣, 他們的"價值"似乎也變高了, 每週教十幾個小時的書, 就五六萬塊入袋, 等於是企業小主管的薪水, 輕輕鬆鬆的過日子, 難怪他們都不想回去~~~

SHOPPING

話說我妹-小家子氣要去英國遊學, 家人就開始找資料, 要她買英、法兩國的名產回來, 其實大部份都能在台灣買到, 不過"原產地"或國外便宜許多。
例如, 大學時我去美國遊學, 買了一條body shop的西瓜防曬乳, 一大瓶才不到十塊錢美金; 陪我渡過大學體育課的A&F休閒褲, 也不過四十塊美金不到, 另外, 去一些outlet更有便宜貨可買, 像Levis的基本款, 大概二三十塊就可以買到, CK的牛仔褲也大概也只要30塊, 不過像到免課消費稅的明尼蘇達州, 就更便宜了，標價多少就是多少, 這大概就是美國著名的 Mall Of America 為什麼那麼受歡迎的原因了。
http://www.mallofamerica.com/ (Mall of America)
http://www.fcukbuymail.com (英國的牌子-FCUK)

My cousin's wedding ceremony

Weddine 072
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Mr. Right is waiting for my cousin. Where is mine??

看開了

看開了....
的確過的不順遂, 的確過的不怎麼如意 ,感情依然坎坷、學業依然碰到bottleneck、工作依然沒什麼進展、 但我看開了....我的確是不如人, 這不是negative的想法, 我覺得這是positive的想法, 想想的確不可能達到那個想要的境界, 想賺個五六萬, 但目前若繼續當上班族大概也只能兩萬，
想盡快去念書, 但目前實力就是差那麼一點, 仍有努力的空間,
想得到愛情, 但身邊卻只有讓自己傷透心的人,
有期待, 反而就只有接受失敗的份,
我決定要讓自己快樂點, 就是不預設任何的想法及目標, 接受一切的不順遂....這是我生活的一部份。
給所有過的不順遂的朋友們, 一起學著讓自己快樂些

A trap

The sign of worse guy is"Pisces". I had several male friends who is that sign. They like to dig a trap and attract you to fall in to that trap. Nowaday, I will not fall into that trap because I realize their personalities.