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網路壞了幾天, 想不到多出很多時間, 有時雖然還是會很想上網和朋友講講話, (我稱這叫網癮症) 但是網路壞了, 也只能作罷!!
但老實說, 剛壞時, 前一兩天挺難受的, 但是這種"網癮症"也在兩三天後就漸趨和緩, 反而心情也靜了下來, 原來上網、上msn這都不是好習慣。

My B -day

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This is my first day for 2x-year-old life. I went to my friend's house. She lives next to my county, but I never met her there before. It is a very interesting experience because I never lived in my friend's house on my B-day. At that time, I received W's phone call. I didn't talk to him, but hang on his phone. I didn't know what to say at that time. Also, I got my classmate's phone call or message. I was moved/ toughted by their blessing. Thank you very much.
Pei~~

27歲的最後一天

再一天, 我就邁入28歲大關了, 有點感傷。
青春離我遠去, 但為什麼自己仍有那麼多夢想, 要努力的事還都未完成, 都該放手嗎?? 一般人, 現在大概都有份穩定的工作、感情, 甚至是結婚生子了, 但我呢?? 還是一片空白.......
27歲的最後一天竟是有些感傷的......... 日子還沒到, 就已經收到不少的祝福, 而且居然都是在遠方的友人, 好幾年沒見了, 還記得祝福, 真是有說不出的感動.........

MSc in International Business

MSc in International Business
This programme caters for advanced students who seek a better understanding of international business in order to equip themselves for the increasing number of jobs and assignments that involve working in an international context.
The programme is full-time and comprises ten taught modules plus a research dissertation. The first term lays the foundations for key functional areas in international business (accounting and finance, HRM, and marketing), provides an appreciation of the economic context of international business, and addresses issues of globalisation. You also acquire a knowledge of basic techniques for research and interpretation of statistical data. The second term consolidates and builds on your first through modules on International Business Strategy and on the Operations of Multinational Corporations. You also choose two areas of focus from a range of elective modules. A module on Research Methods provides preparation for the research project, which is undertaken during the last part of the programme.
Teaching is by lectures, seminars, group work and presentations. The high quality of this programme combined with a good international mix of participants offers an excellent basis for your future career. You do not need to have had any previous formal education in business or management studies to apply to this programme.

對伯明罕大學的這個科系好有興趣喔!! international business正是我想念的, 不過MSc看來是給沒什工作經驗人念的, 且看最後一行字, 他說不用念商學系畢業的也可以申請, 看來就覺得很"浪費"自己的經驗........

忘掉一個男人的週期

最近終於釋懷了, 對J 的事漸感到麻木不仁, 居然花了我近三年的時間 (2003~2005), 天呀!!
不過, 大概也是因為這段期間, 沒人介入我的生活, (爛人一堆, 不算!!) (爛人太多, 害我反而更覺得J的好) 大概也是這個理由, 讓我一直為這事耗在那兒, 不過三年也未免太長了點, 但想想大學時期的感情生活, 也差不多是如此, 總是需要好幾年的時間療傷, 剛推算了一下, 好像都是每三年碰到一個, 那今年有希望了喔!!

(BTW, 我發現很有趣的一件事, 從中學開始, 我每四年去一次美國, 明年又是另一個四年了, 我會去那念書嗎??)

來去聽演唱會啦

很俗!! 老實講我沒看過演唱會, 我一直響往能去聽聽我最愛的J.LO 、LINKIN PARK或是 DESTINY'S CHILD的演唱會, 但一場我都沒看過, 主要也是他們總會跳過台灣, 只到日本或韓國演唱吧!? 但國內還是有不少我想看的演唱會, 像五月天啦!! 不過有時要找同學去聽, 她們總提不起勁, 特別是離開學校後, 更難找了!! 不是不喜歡流行樂的, 要不就是怕太晚回家的乖乖牌, SIGH~~what can I say?? 以前在北部念大學時, 還找了好幾個樓友, 去聽聽Jazz那種big band的演奏, 大家聽的如癡如醉, 但這群朋友現在都各分東西, 而我聽音樂會的伴也找不著了。
記得小時候常被老爸丟到文化中心聽音樂會或看芭蕾舞的表演, 我對音樂會較有興趣, 但是跳舞或是畫展這些東西, 老實講, 我就看不懂了, 雖然幼稚園時也被"丟"到舞蹈社學芭蕾舞, 但"頓手頓腳"的我, 怎麼也學不會, 翻根斗我妹隨便一翻就成功, 但我總是還沒翻就倒在地上, 最後, 老師還發明了一招叫"翻小跟斗", 讓我勉強的滿足些成就感, 不過, 學舞也只學了一兩年後就沒再學了, 直到現在連"欣賞"都不會 。而畫展我也看不懂, 去過幾個國內外知名的美術館看過, 但老實講, 我沒有辨識好壞的能力, 完全憑感覺, 這個配色不錯, 所以我喜歡? 那個畫的挺像的, 所以大概不賴? 我也會佇足在畫前猛看, 但我腦子卻是在想, 到底這美在那?? 到底這為什麼那麼有名??

confession

You asked me when I would go back to the city.
I always said I will be there while you leave the city.
That's our fate. Both of us like the sad ending of the story.
Eventually, we have the similar ending for our life.
Whereas, I don't know why I feel so comfortable for this ending.
Have a great life. I will pray for you everyday until I find my mind.

重重的一擊, 我認輸了

又回到了憂鬱的原點, 生活還是一樣, 樣樣不起色, 但想起患了癌症末期的姑而言, 我應該更堅強些, 她求生的意志, 讓之前原本宣判不到一年的她, 靠著氣功、化療等方法雙管齊下, 竟也撐過了那麼多日子, 最近, 醫生又宣告她的生命不到一個月了,
而她還是為了她那個念北一女高三的女兒, 想至少撐到他考上學校, 而努力與死神搏鬥中。
嗯!! 其實我已經快活不下去, 但我會好好的努力, 為了快樂而努力, 不該再鑽牛角尖, 不該再複習傷痛, 若累了, 就休息吧!! 若難過, 就哭吧!!

夠了！！

別再玩弄我了, 我已經快受夠了這一切, 老天爺, 你不知道我已經快到臨界點了嗎??
今天再去register時, 發現你又給了我什麼爛位子, 我不要8583, 我要8586,　8583那個考場狀況總是特別多, 吵死人空氣又不好, 昨天不知道多少人咳的要死, 還有鑽孔機的聲音, 讓我考聽力時, 一直不小心分心,因為聽力部份整個score都拉下來了, 真是夠了, 聽力考最差的就是這次了, 虧我考前還用了大部份的時間準備這個section, 把我所有的書, 三大本都聽完, 你居然搞這個事情,你是嫌我不夠努力是吧?? 我告訴你, 就算算命的說機會不到百分之百, 我也會拼了命, 我會訓練自己, 就算再吵我也不會影響自己的performance, 但你也可以停手捉弄我了吧?? 放過我吧!! 讓我至少拿下我的目標。