CURIOUS AND THEN ANGRY

I admit I am curious. I did imply you. You always ignore that. I am just an ordinary person. It's normal for being curious about this. However, I felt shame for your reaction. I won’t force you to do that. I think it doesn’t matter what you perform. At least, I need the trust. You should not doubt about my obvious request. I am not sure if this way will be harmful for our friendship in the future. I just hope I can make preparations for that day. However, you don’t give me the opportunity to prepare for that day. I am angry at your indifference. I am not sure if it is necessary to maintain our friendship...................